Self-written Songs

My Reality Nightmare


It's dark and I'm tired
So I'll say goodnight
And sleep this night away

All of a sudden
I hear someone upstairs
They are moving closer to my resting place

I can hear them coming near me
I don't know what to do
So I just stay in a fake slumber

I can tell it's a man
By the way he loves me
And he just can't control it

My blankets are off of me
I can feel his breath on me
I can hear the zipping of his pants,
And the zipping of my innocence

I can tell it's a man
By the way he is speaking
He's saying he loves me
And he just can't control it

I wake to him
Deep down inside me
It just doesn't make sense

I know who he is
By the note that he left for me
Oh Father! Why Father!
Why would you do this to me?

I can tell it's a man
By the way he is speaking
He's saying he loves me
And he just can't control it

Then I wake up
To find it a dream...
To find it a nightmare

It made me go crazy
But I got over it
Now I'm just sitting
All by myself singing...

I thought it was a man
By the way he was speaking
I swore he said he loves me
And he just can't control it

But I was wrong...
But I was wrong...
But I was wrong...